Cameron Weadock (2005

This memorial site is dedicated to our special son Cameron Michael Robert Weadock. Cameron was born sleeping at Liverpool Women's Hospital on Wednesday 14th December 2005 at 08.45am, he weighed 5lb 7oz and was 17 inches long. He was so beautiful and we held him in our arms for what felt like a life time but it wasnt long enough. He had the most adorable features and looked just like his Daddy, he even had his Daddy's long fingers and long toes. We were proud to share our precious time holding Cameron with both our mums and dads and our brother and sister. It hurt so much when we couldnt take Cameron home and do all the things we planned to do with him...but we know that he is safe in the arms of our lost loved ones, playing happy in the angel gardens of heaven

An Angel in the book of life wrote down Cameron's birth and whispered as she closed the book - "Much too beautiful for Earth"
We love you Cameron xxx

Please light a candle if you passby

CAMERON'S SPECIAL NEWS

Camerons mummy and daddy, Keeley and Tony would like to tell you all that Cameron is going to be a special big brother. I am expecting our 2nd baby and will be due in March 2007. We are both very excited by our news and we ask our special angel Cameron to send us extra special good luck from above. We love you so much Cameron and we know how happy you will be for us.

Tuesdsay 31st October - Cameron's mummy and daddy found out today that he will be Big Brother to a Little Brother.
We are so happy and relieved to see that everything is going well and Cameron has been looking after his little brother. We love you both very much xxx

Soon Cameron we will be meeting your little brother and mummy and daddy are very excited. We have decided to call him Joshua...i hope you like that name.
We have so many mixed emotions and our only wish is that you are happy for us and will always stay close by us and your baby brother.

Sunday 11th March....

Hello sunshine. Just a little message from Mummy and Daddy to say that tomorrow (Monday 12th March) we hope your little brother will make a safe arrival. We have been thinking of you lots over the past couple of days and we miss you so so much, we only hope that you are close by our sides as we bring your brother into the world. Cameron, we love you so very much and you will always be our 1st special little boy.
Big hugs and big kisses always little man.
Mummy and Daddy xxx

Cameron's Little Brother Joshua Anthony James arrived safe and well on Monday 12th March and weighed a healthy 7lb 14oz.
He is the spitting image of his big brother Cameron and we feel very blessed to have him come into our lives.

Cameron, thankyou so much for looking after your little borther. I know you will continue to keep your special angel wings wrapped around him. One day when he is older he will learn all about his special big brother and I promise he will never forget you.

and

Cameron's baby brother Joshua Anthony James Weadock

March 12th 2007.

He is lucky to have an angel brother like you watching over him and when he is older we will tell him all about his special brother Cameron.
We love little man and you will always be our precious 1st baby boy. xxx

With many thanks to Sarah who made this picture xxx

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
How We Wonder What You Are
Up Above The World So High
You Are Our Diamond In The Sky
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
We'll Love You Cameron From Afar.

O precious, tiny little one,
You will always be to me
So Perfect, pure and innocent
Just as you were meant to be:

We dreamed of you and your life
And all that would be,
We waited and longed for you to come
And join our family

We never had the chance to play,
To laugh, to rock, to wiggle
We long to hold you, touch you now
And listen to your giggle,

I'll always be your Mum,
He'll always be your Dad,
You will always be our child,
The child that we had,

But now you're gone...
We'll sense you everywhere:
You are our sorrow and our joy
There's love in every tear.

Just know our love goes deep and strong.
We'll forget you never.
The child we had, but never had
And yet will have forever.

Cameron this song reminds me of everything that I will never have with you, however, it also reminds of those 3 words that mean more than anything else in the world...

I Just called To Say I Love you by Stevie Wonder

No new years's day
To celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day
No april rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding saturday within the month of june
But what it is
Is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to you

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summer's high
No warm july
No harvest moon to light one tender august night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies
No libra sun
No halloween
No giving thanks to all the christmas joy you bring
But what it is
Though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do.

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

I hope you dont mind baby boy but I want to dedicate this song to your Daddy from me. After everything life has thrown at us these past couple of months we have always come out stronger. He has been my rock even when times have been hard for him and for that I will love him with all my heart forever. I know you are very proud of your daddy and I know that wherever his job might take him, the times when mummy can't be with him, you will be there coz you are and always will be his little guardian angel.
Tony I love you xxxKxxx

You Got The Love by The Source

Sometimes I feel like
Throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying
Lord I just don't care
But you've got the love I need
To see me through

Sometimes it seems that
The going is just too rough
And things go wrong
No matter what I do
Now and then I feel
That life is just too much
But you've got the love
I need to see me through

Sometimes I feel like
Throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying
Lord I just don't care
But you've got the love I need
To see me through

Time after time
I say oh Lord whats the use
Time after time
I say this just won't do, but
Sooner or later in life the things you love you loose,
Just like before i know i'll call on you

Occasionally
my thoughts are brave and friends are few
Occasionally
I cry out Lord what must I do
Occasionally
I call up Master make me new
You've got the love
I need to see me through

Sometimes I feel like
Throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you
Sometimes I feel like saying
Lord I just don't care
But you've got the love I need
To see me through

Hey little man, mummy loves Tigger
and I wanted him to show you
how much I love you...

Here are some more Winnie the Pooh and friends pictures for you little man..I hope you like them xxx

Cameron

Please visit Cameron's angel friends websites and light a candle for them. They are a very special part of Cameron's angel life and we are glad that he has his friends to play with in the heavenly gardens.

www.paige-leigh.memory-of.com

www.jack-cameron.memory-of.com

ellamae-gleed.memory-of.com

www.albie-turner12805.memory-of.com

www.jessica-szydelko.memory-of.com

www.ryanhill.memory-of.com

www.keavey-louise.memory-of.com

www.killianskorner.memory-of.com

corrin-lalimer.memory-of.com

www.kori-hubber.memory-of.com

rachel-andrews.memory-of.com

www.benjaminrileybernard.memory-of.com

www.geocities.com/mummy2alison/angelfriends.

www.david-stephen-daniel.memory-of.com

www.jessica-bailey.memory-of.com

www.hywel-m-williams.memory-of.com

www.freewebs.com/aimeeandhayleysplace

www.ocsar-avery.memory-of.com

www.kayla-walter.memory-of.com

www.harvey-bax.memory-of.com

www.jessica-marsh.memory-of.com

www.freewebs.com/alfiewhite/idex.htm

www.freewebs.com/elliesmum

www.scottmccorquodale.gonetoosoon.com

www.jadyn-snell.memory-of.com

www.totsites.com/tot/coreyzach

www.cady-rene-bestall.memory-of.com

www.joseph-hadley.memory-of.com

www.freewebs.com/ameliasmummy.index

www.louis-felix-mcbride.memory-of.com

www.naima-phillipsmaund.memory-of.com

www.freewebs.com/kelsangel

www.freewebs.com/cehughes86

www.reece-christopher-rooney.memory-of.com

www.freewebs.com/mummysangel

www.benjamin-thomas-brett-garret.memory--of.com

http://www.rosie-louise.memory-of.com/

A poem for Cameron and his angel Friends from his Mummy and Daddy xx

A beautiful little angel showed up to Heaven's gates,
Confused and unknowing the plan that for him awaits.
Then another little angel walked up and took his hand,
And said, "Please don't be sad you left, you're in the Promised Land."
"I'm glad to be here but I do not think I was to go,
Perhaps there was a mistake, for my mommy wanted me so!"
The little greeting angel gave a sweet smile and said,
"My mommy wanted me too, but to Heaven I was led.
You see, we do not get to choose when on Earth it's time to go.
He gave us life, love and joy and a mother's womb to grow.
The Lord still needs new angels to guide them down on earth.
To watch over, comfort them, and help them see their worth."
"Is there still a way that I can sleep in my mommy's bed?"
The greeting angel grinned and said, "That luxury you will keep.
I visit my mommy nightly and softly sing her to sleep."
The little angel replied, "Then I think I'll like it here.
I'll visit my mommy nightly and weaken her pain and fears.
I love her and will keep her safe at night and in between,
And let her know with a sweet memory that she is still with me."
The greeting angel gave the new friend a big hug and said,
"Until our mommy's meet us here, let's be best angel friends."
"Okay," said the new angel, "that sounds good to me."
Then the angels sat and played keeping their mommy's in sight,
Humming the tune to the song they would sing to their mommies tonight.

sleep little angel on your cloud of snowy white
a blanket from heaven is covering you warm & tight
magical stardust has been sprinkled on your bed
sweet dreams of wonder fill your sleepy head
sleep little angel the moon is shining bright
sleep little angel you're in loving arms tonight

Green Sleeping Angel

For Cameron's Daddy with love always from me and his lil boy xxx

We are so very proud of you To, and I know Cameron will always be with you

is for Cameron our angel up above.

is for A special boy we treasure and we love.

is for Mummy and Daddy who wish that you were here.

is for Everyday we long to hold you near.

is for Remembering you, we do it everyday.

is for Our love for you will never go away.

is for Never will we forget your name little man....

What My Child Has Taught Me
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes a lot of practice.
I've learned that friends can become strangers, and strangers can become friends.
I've learned that ignorance isn't an excuse for the lack of compassion.
I've learned that some people will never, ever - "get it".
I've learned that the community of sorrow is the strongest of all.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that love isn't measured by the amount of time you have with someone.
I've learned that some sorrow is so deep that it has no words. But so is love.

As My heart aches each day, I look at the stars as smiles from the many angels that heaven holds. Thank you Cameron for touching my heart, I will always treasure you and your angel friends xxxMummyxxx

One last time

Turn back the shroud just one more time
And let me see this child of mine
The child we’d planned for so sincere
I’ll hold here in my arms so near.

The future now will hold no laughter
Just our memories forever afterThe child with plans all laid out clear
Is now so far but once was near.

We both avoid all talk of him
To try and hide the pain within
Each one wondering alone
Yearly how much he’d have grown.

Those schooldays that will be missed
His first steps, his first kiss
All not to be, no future plan
Not to grow from boy to man.

No wife or children will he hold
In loving arms till he grows old
All of this he will not see
It stopped right here, his destiny.

So let me see just one more time
The child I’m not to have as mine
Then seal the lid so I can’t see
The child for us that’s not to be.

Daniel Moore

Thursday 14th December 2006

1 Year ago today your mummy and daddy's hearts where broken as their baby boy was born sleeping.
Instead of planning a big 1st birthday party for you Cameron we have to plan a lifetime without you and a christmas that shouldve been your 1st.
Not a single hour goes by that we dont think of you and love you...remember little boy you are always in our hearts.

Mummy and Daddy and all our family love you very much and always will do.

Baby Cameron Michael Robert Weadock
Born Sleeping 14th December 2005.

Winnie the Pooh would like to join in and celebrate Cameron's 1st Birthday...

He brings a huge chocolate cake for Cameron and his angel friends.

Tigger would like to join in too...

He brings Cameron a present...but sshhh it's a surpirse.

Look who else wants to say "Happy Birthday Cameron"...

It's Piglet and she has brought along with her...

Eeyore and he has brought lots of balloons for Cameron.

Cameron...we love you xxx

On Thursday Cameron we will be bringing beautiful flowers to your garden...we all hope you like them.
Look out for your balloons off mummy and daddy on Saturday Cameron, they will be filled with all our love so we hope you catch them.

Here is what they will look like...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

25th December 2006

Cameron, although Christmas came so soon after you where born sleeping last year Mummy, Daddy and all your family feel that this Christmas wouldve been your 1st proper one.
We talked about this Christmas so much when we planned our lives with you. What would we be buying you? What would you wear? Where would we have Christmas dinner?
Instead we plan to take Christmas decorations to your garden, we have decorations on the tree dedicated to your memory and Mummy and Daddy are left to wish a thousand wishes for you to be here.

Don't cry for me this Christmas,
I won't be far away,
I'm in every special moment,
That happens in your day,

I'm the glitter in the snow,
I'm the wind apon your face,
I'm the gentle peace of slumber,
I'm the kiss that leaves no trace,

And when carols are being sung,
And you hear the sweetest sound,
It is me, your dear sweet angel,
Letting you know that I'm around.

We share a love thats locked within,
so powerful and deep,
Its ours to cherish forever more,
and forever more to keep.

Your Angel Cameron xx

Not content with just your Birthday celebrations Cameron...Winnie the Pooh and Friends would like to spend their special Christmas with you.

Winnie and Tigger would like to leave Cameron and his family lots of lovely present...

Have you been a good little boy Cameron...will Santa bring you lots of presents? He still visits those good angels in Heaven so make sure you stay good xxx

March is spring and lots of nice things are happening in March....

Monday 12th March....

My little baby brother will be here

And I will be celebrating with all my angel friends...sending my special angel love to my Mummy and Daddy and my little brother.

Then my Mummy will have 2 special days.

Sunday 18th March...

I will be sending all my special angel love to my very special Mummy. This will be her first Mummy's Day as an angel mummy and a new baby mummy so I hope she has a lovely day.

To the Mother's of Children, Who Never Where Children.

To the mothers of children who never were children,
Who died in the womb unnamed and unknown:
You also were mothers, albeit but briefly,
And loved with the love given mothers alone.
Yours was the stirring of life within life,
The being of being all one being knew,
The love of a love that knew only your love,
The world to a world that knew no world but you.

Yours the unspeakable pleasure of giving
Your substance to nurture the creature within;
Yours the inscrutable song of creation,
Bringing to being the dust of the wind.

Death is the end, but never the meaning;
Life is a gift, no matter how long.
You, too, are mothers, the bearers of beauty,
The icons of love to whom this day belongs.

You Will Always be My Mummy

Although you cannot see me
Know that I am near
You will always be my Mummy
Though my body is not here
My heart is wrapped around you
As yours is too with mine
For the love we have between us
Will not be lost in time.

written by Shelli - Nanny to angel Cole

I Am an Angel's Mummy

I am an angels Mummy,
Just like you are too
I wish to god i wasn't,
but there's nothing i can do
Being an angels Mummy
is such a special thing to be
I gave up all my happiness
and set my baby free

written by Kirsty - mummy to angel Joshua Hicks.

Then my Mummy has her birthday.

Monday 19th March...

Happy Birthday Mummy from Cameron and Tigger.

I hope my mummy has a lovely birthday with my daddy and my little brother.

Lots of love and angel kisses Cameron xxx

To our precious angel Cameron...

Mummy, Daddy and your baby brother Joshua would like to wish you a very Happy Easter with all your angel friends. We hope that you have lots of fun and don't eat too much chocolate. We will be bringing lots of nice Easter things to your garden on Friday so we hope you like them. Stay close by your little brother on his 1st Easter and look after him. We miss you so much and wish you where here to enjoy your Joshua. We love you so much Cameron and we always will. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Winnie the Pooh and all his friends are playing hunt the Easter Eggs...how many will they find for Cameron....?
They know how very special he is so I'm sure they will find him lots...

My Daddy, Joshua and I all support Liverpool FC.
So does my Grandad Bob, Grandad Mike, Uncle Elliott and Uncle Andy...my mummy does too but she's a girl and daddy says it's just to look at the men!!!

Cameron

GOOD LUCK LIVERPOOL

WEDNESDAY 23RD MAY 2007

My Daddy's Special Day is here...

Sunday 17th June 2007

Father's Day.

Daddy, this is your 1st Father's Day with my baby brother Joshua so I know how special it is for you.
I know that even though you are my daddy too this is the 1st Father's Day you can really celebrate and I hope you know that from my special place far above I'll be with you.
You are the best daddy in the whole wide world and I know you love me and Joshua so much. You are our hero Daddy and when we grow up we hope we can be brave and strong just like you.
I love you so much Daddy and wherever you are and whatever you do I am always with you just like Mummy asks me to be.
Big kisses and white feathers
Your Angel Cameron xxx

Happy Halloween Cameron.

It's your baby brother Joshua's 1st halloween tomorrow and he wanted to leave you some pictures and wants you to be by his side when he goes Trick or Treating with Caitlin, Chloe, Millie and Mummy.
We miss so little man and wish you could be here to watch your brother dress up as a cheeky devil on his 1st Halloween. Love you all the world angel xxx

With Tigger and Winne the Pooh...

Happy Wedding Day to my Auntie Michaela & Uncle Andy.
Saturday 3rd November 2007.

Friday 14th December...

Our Beautiful Angel Baby Cameron is 2 years old.

We can't believe how the time has passed since you where born sleeping Cameron. We miss you and love you still so much every single day. Everytime we look at Joshua we are reminded of the little angel boy we hope you have grown to be.
We hope that you look down on us everyday and are keeping us safe especially your baby brother Joshua and your brave Daddy.

We love you millions and millions Cameron and you will always be in our hearts. Lots and Lots of Love Mummy,Daddy and Baby Brother Joshua xxx